Trust Your Journey

Things are getting better in my life because I am taking the action to make it better.

I don't feel as though I am in as much pain as I use to be with my thinking.

I tend to get anxious in life quite often.

Oh how I'd be so jealous of other people success and achievements in their life.

Also how easily I was annoyed with people around me.

However I came to realise it was because I let others influence my environment rather than changing and making an atmospherical change in my environment.

Work has been going well my hands and body are tired but my mind is more at peace, because I stop to realise that I should shut my mouth and listen when someone has a complaint so that I can learn from my mistakes.

The Ideas I have had in my mind I have started to put into reality and have been finding that people are there to support my ideas.

As a Retired Roman Catholic I haven't been going to church for ages and only recently did I start going to a local pentecostal church near my area.

I did something my fear told me not to do which was to put my hand if I was new so I could get more information about the church, for 3 previous weeks I have been sitting in the back listening to the Pastors and didn't actually know anyone from church.

But when I took the courage to talk to other people from church I met so many interesting and generous people which believed in Christ.

I don't write my blog just for others to read but for me to remember what I was doing right in my life so that when I am down I can remember what help me through my rainy days.

Catching up with old friends and making new friends and most importantly going to eat food and sharing ideas about how we want to change and inspire the world those are the type of moments I live for.

I breathe when I hear that others are doing what they want in life. I feel motivated when I see people working passionately at everything they do.

You all inspire me to be better and I'm always so grateful of your support.

I want to do more I want to have more friends that understand me not just say they know what type of person I am.

I want to challenge myself to be bigger than my fears.

So the only way I know to do that is to keep growing with my personal development and doing things that make my heart beat uncomfortably at first.

Until it finally realises this the nourishment I need in my life, the passion and energy I have been missing and that just by sharing a bit about myself I can find myself.

GO challenge yourself to be more!

Breakthrough or Breakdown?

When at the lowest point in your life that is when you can chose to step up or step down.

When life for some reason has all your issues reaching the surface, this is one point of breaking whether it is for breaking down or Breaking through something.

It is how we handle our emotions and discipline them when the world feels like it falling a part around us the we can succeed.

Those that have learnt to master their internal environment are able to change it for the better.

As human being we have our own bodies and we are that which drives it to whatever destination the destiny we chose for ourselves.

However the opinions of others are like whispers in the wind which can blow us off course from what we truly desire to do with our lives.

The opinions of others are usually based on another's truths or fears of reality. It is mechanism of survival.

A don't do this mentality because it is outside one comfort zone or has a certain amount of more risk than rewards.

So why be any different to the others they judge each other because this is most safest way to live life.

Why do some of us never become what we called ourselves to be. We hear our calling but we chose to fight it, rather than to accept that we need to be bigger than our problems and fears.

We stop listening to dreams of our inner child, of what we want to achieve when we grow up and settle for the second best option.

Knowing that the best option is possible however it just requires either more education or personal growth.

It is so well known that how we do one part of our life is how we do everything in our lives.

So if I chose to do nothing in my life when I am at my final finish line, at my time of eternal rest.

I should know that nothing has been done, I have left nothing behind no legacy or chance to change anothers life for the better.

Once you focus on the whole jigsaw puzzle of life and stop worrying about the missing puzzle piece there will be better vision drawn in your life.

It is funny how vision is the most important thing when it comes to being success in life or as an entrepreneur but yet we can't see it.

Literally without a vision we can see no purpose for our actions and no need for change in our habits and lifestyle. Because we lack foresight we end up back where we started.

When our lives are not revolved around our visions, we end up doing things which will never make us happy.

We say that it is only for now but it ends up eating our passion away and the dreams of our inner child seems to slowly fade away within our minds.

At this point we end up broken and breaking down blaming the world, our friends and family and most importantly ourselves for not achieving what we said we would do. 

We feel we as though cheated ourselves of ours dreams and had wasted all our time and effort for no gain. 

We believe the truths of others and lies that we tell ourselves.

We go to bed exhausted from our lives not going the way it should.

We try not to cry but we do
We say to ourselves that it will get better but we don't believe ourselves
We shut off the world, our feels and everything else.

This is not the end it is always just a new beginning

At our most weakest points we are the most vulnerable to negativity however we are also the most acceptable to hearing our calling. 

At our most fragile self this is when we start to ponder about everything. This is the point were we wonder how things went wrong but we also have to remember what has gone right.

Reevaluate Life Make a Plan and Take Action!

Life is a rollercoaster of emotions, hardships, success and rewards. Chose to be the overseer of the ride and learn to take control of your circumstances.

At your breaking point you can chose to make breakthroughs. A breakthrough is when you realise that you are more than the problems you face in your life and that you can do something about it.

You can make that change!

If you are no longer satisfied just being but you have this burning desire to do so much more to inspire others to be more and to be more yourself.

I make my calls, If I make a mistake I should take ownership and humble myself to apologise and learn and keep learning to better myself.

If you want something more in life

Stopping breaking down
Stop lying to yourself
Seek help and guidance

Face your fears with the SWORD which is your WORDS

Happy Mother's Day and have a blessed weekend

I hate Mundays!

Honestly I don't feel well today at all.

I feel sick in my heart, body and mind and I wish I knew why.

I'm so drained of life gosh how I dislike mondays

Why are they so hard to get out of bed for?

Is it because I know I can be doing more with my life then working a 9-5 or because I'm still physically and emotionally drained from the week before.

I need my space but I also need someone to talk to about the problems I avoid discussing with myself.

There was once a time where I felt always inspired by others but these days I'm still adjusting to how bored I am of everyone facebook post.

It sad to note that I may just be a person that focuses too much on the negative. But thats how I managed to survive through my life for so long.

Looking at everything as if is about break!

I hate it! I hate being a negative Nancy or like my little cousin says a Betsy however it has just become something second nature to me now.

Because of two reasons;

I set my goals so low and I have hit them

I set my goals so high that I have never reached them

The first reason leads me to think there is nothing left for me to do or attain and the other reason leads me to doubt that my dreams will never happen.

Why do listen to others I am cold, bald, and clean shaven I freaking hate it I look like a turtle!

 This isn't me I prefer to look angry lumberjack  then depressed teenager because at least that way I now I'm going somewhere and making progress with my life.

Never change yourself for others

The hair will grow back but for now I just feel sick. I look at myself and I think why am I trying to make other people happy with my appearance, when I know that the face they see is an absolute fake I put on just to get through my day.

I'm tired of my ego and being me but I'm the only one who can.

Is it so bad to just give up on dealing everything, if the idea of doing so much leave me in a state of pain and shock.

There is so much things to do and achieve and so little time available.

I want to look after others but I not even ready to look after myself yet. 

Today was one of those days that I needed to eat a large pizza for myself and crash. I am so glad i did or I wouldn't have notice how tired I really am.

What I want to get through is that the start of the week will always be pretty mundane but if you are really emotional and physically drained take a break before you end up breaking down and ending up in hospital. (Speaking From Past Experience)

We follow a system which has us living boxed in for 40 years we should always remember that we have the key to opening the box open. We just need to find the right opportunities and make the best them.

Go eat, rest and take the time to reflect on what you need in life.

And don't forget to breath!